this is classified as whining.the beginning only, really.
so again, my dumb internet is so slow, that the option to put up pictures isnt coming up, so ill just write, without pictures..
so ive been thinking about what to put up here, and ive come up with a couple of things.
1. im going to do a weekly post with my crush of the week (yes, they do change that fast, i cant help it! im a teenage girl!)
2. i have to get around to doing a post on shoes (yummy stuff! i love shoes see) especially chucks! ok thats just for the moment, it happens to be my most recent “phase”
3. hey that was a good one, do a post on my “phases” and try to sort out the workings of my random mind
4. get round to doing a post on chelsea fc, i totally love that team!! ok, so my reasons do involve ballack, and shevchenko(a bit biased on that one), mikel, and of course, Jose Mourinho..gotta love!
5.i cannot think of a number five so i’ll leave it here fo now
ok, im writing this…mainly for myself, because im too lazy to look for where i write down my notes concerning this blog, so, i figured, i’ll just make this up as a post, and ill get to read it when i come here, and remember! even though i dont htink ive written everything ooh heres one more
6.baths, showers, water in general, combined with bubblebath soap or showergel..is pure bliss
7. i do have to let y’all know things i like right? all that cheesy stuff, like, freshly made beds with crisp sheets, rainy days..hey gotta save something for the actual post!
arghhhh im all out of steam, can you believe i didnt touch my computer all week!?
oh well, got my list out….i.am.such.a.genius!!!
ps.is this actually how i sound!? good Lord, its really uh, random, and disorganized, thoughts flowing from one point to another, and back again, hey i cant help it! im a Sagittarius, we tend to be uh, full of many ideas at the same time, and well, whirlwind through things..fun eh?
so about this wedding thing
its on saturday, and i’m getting this gorgeous dress made, its so beaut…and ah, its like an olive green (hey the bride chose green for some reason) and i got these awesome wedges to go with it, and im getting my hair done, its fun!
I didnt want to go, but i just felt this thing,. like when God tells me to do something, this involved obeying my father, and ell, i trust God has a good ending in there for me so what the heck? lol, new dress, new shoes? this looks good!
how i came to be part of this wedding? well my dad found this “long lost friend” and we were all inthe sitting room, me typing something for my dad, when this “long lost friend”’s daughter blurts out to my dad if i can be maid of honour at her wedding, at this point im thinking, has she no friends? i let that brief thought pass, i look at my dad, he says yes, yes she can be maid of honour.. YES? he said YES? he didnt even ask me! did i mention that this is the first time im seeing the LLF’s daughter?, YES, and its me wearing the dres, ME walking down the AISLE oh well
so im just here, waiting for my dress to be made, just going through the week, kinda dreading saturday, but then theres this thought: why would a bride in her right mind want somebody way uh, more spectacular than her at her wedding? as a guest, maybe she has no choice, but as a MAID OF HONOUR? i really dont know at this point, i am SO going to outshine her (and im not bragging in any way, i assure you, i’m just laying out the facts) im taller than her, i got lighter skin(im bound to stand out) and im still going to wear heels, and my dress is GREEN, and im not part of any group (like the flower girls)…this is going to be one interesting wedding, no doubt!! in my choice of dress, there was this totally cute one with a uh, poofed? bottom? but i really idnt want to outdo her,not intentionally, i still will,. but i cant help that, o ill control what i can help right? lol
im tired ya’ll get back to you guys later.ps.does aybody even read this rant!???! ah W/E love yooooo!!!!!
school owns my life.really
so school started again like two weeks ago..and it shows! ive hardly come near my computer since then..well because, it totally owns my life! i have no strengeth whatsoever after school, which will explain why i have no will to fight for the internet with my father see, i just let him have the phone, its so much easier!
i have to get back blogging, when i get my sleep schedule right, because as far as i can make out, thats the problem, sleep, i dont get enough of it, or im sleeping in the wrong hours..school isnt bad, really, its the going to school part that gets to me, the waking up and going, school is really okay, my friends, my teachers are chill, and as an added bonus, the banana has gone!
the banana, zeze, “your principal” (nobody will admit to him) has gone! fired, resigned,(rumours are he stole money) it doesnt make any difference, he’s not there and nothing, repeat nothing, could make me unhappy again, il take anything, just as long as hes not there! oh the joy
more on that some other time it’s one am ( i seem to write most of my blogs then…wonder why?) and there is school tomorrow, and my stomach hurts..ahem, ahem…
im just writing this to assure all my loyal, adoring fans (mmh hmm, wistful thinking!) that im alive and well, at least for now, if physics doesnt kill me real soon, and that ill write something, and more regularly too,(won’t you just like to hear about my days??) soon, i even had some topics all planned out, like, the fact that i hoard like the the war is starting, im sooo sentimental! was thinking of writing on my favourite books, on habits that people have that just shouldnt be allowed..and so on and so forth, and how ah..you get the picture?
so anywho, ill be back, and ill try and come up with something slightly fun (slightly? who am i kidding, i entertain the hell out of you guys!) and now, before i have enough luggage under my eyes to pay for the extra kg’s im off to get some sleep..argh. chemistry first period tomorrow…90 whole minutes of it..oh well
p.s: someone should come up with a list of topics for me to address(address? who says that?!) and ill give you my profoud insight on them 
oh yea! i can be deep, really deep..muahahahaha ok, i NEED sleep! muah!
p.p.s how could i forget this? i have an “event” this weekend, my dad got me into going for this wedding thingy and im the maid of honour..its kind of A STORY , theres a lot to it, but more on that later..jus tthought to ah, get you er, salivating? (ok, so that brought up images of fluffy, the three headed dog in Harry Potter and the sorcerers stone…) lol, so ill give you the scoop on how i got into it, the dress, and all that…l8az!
where i want to be, Kyiv is the most beautiful place!
for the last two days, i’ve been having flashbacks..its so weird! pictures of Kyiv float into my head at random moments, i can smell the smells and feel the breeze..and it breaks my heart! i miss that place soo much!
Kyiv is so so so beautiful, anyone who has been there will vouch for me..see, my mom is ukrainian, and my dad is Nigerian( its pretty cool) so on holidays, we sometimes go to Kyiv (i live in Nigeria) to see my grandparents..ah well, they are cool, but basically, Kyiv iz tha shit!
especially at night, ‘nochnoiy Kyiv’ as it’s called, Kyiv at night..you should see, the lights, the buildings..its just so amazing, there this feeling to it , you basically wish it would go on forever..
Now, part of this charm lies in the fact that it’s an old city, really historic, so the buildings, the roads even, most have the original stones (like on Andryivskiy spysk, or uzviz) thats one helluva historic street! and its really cool, if you take a walk down it(yea it slopes) there are artists all the way, with all sorts of things on sale (the pictures are to die for)..
and then there are the Monasteries(i have to add here that i was in Kyiv last september, after like 5 years, so im all grown up, and can finally appreciate a lot of things!), i went to the “pecherskaya lavra” first, really really nice monastery, its like so big! and..beautiful! when you go in theres buildings, and you can see benches and stuff, and there are stones on all the walkways…and then you get to the actual church buildings..anybody who knows anything about how the Ukrainian Orthodx churches..will understand me here, its divine! the building, first of is ages and ages old, nmore than 500 years..and all the gold leaf detailing, and when you get inside, you feel the presence, i dont know how else to explain it, you just feel like youre in a church..
Ok, so i didnt go there to attend a service(would have been nice, but that wasnt why i was there so)..we wanted to ee the caves! now that was an attraction! so we walked down this steep hill, and it was so slippery! my shoes definetely wernt made with the intention of walking on the stone walkways…nevertheless
We got to the entrance f the tunnels, and they were like we had to cover our hair, and me, i had to wrap something round myself, like a skirt (i had on a pair of, well, tightish trousers) and we got these skinny yellow candles..and went in
the passages were really narrow, (oh heres an interesting fact, these passages and caves are said to have been dug by the monks, and some of them even go under the Dnipro, and to the other side..didnt see those,dont think those were open to “tourists” so anyways im going down this tunnel, one at a time, and it gets so, well its hard to explain, but its kind of an eerie feeling, i wanted to run out so fast..but there was this mafia lookin’ guy behind me, and i didnt think he’d be impressed, so i just went on..and i thought i had been scared, turns out that some of the saints are kept down there, yea, kept down there, as in bodies in coffins..i was spooked, and then there were people praying, over them and kissin on the glass and stuff (hey whatever you believe in right??) and then they were doing a little service in this little chapel there, and we stopped there for a bit, and i started crying! of all things, but there was this feeling, i cant explain, it was really emotional though..
Finally got out,walked round a bit..and went to mcdonalds for a coffe, not really sure..hmm, when i started out writing this, i really didnt plan for it to end up as a description of the day when i went to Pecherska..oh well, ill have to write the other stuff in subsequent posts.. oh and theres the other monastery i went to Sofyiska, its smaller than Pecherska, but uits so pretty, and its more in the center, and right in the square near it, wonderful sight..right now im tired, have a headache and have to get up early tomorrow, so ciao for now, ill continue with random thoughts and impressions of Kyiv later.poka! lol ciao
hey a thought just occoured to me, ill put up some pictures for you to see..comments are all too welcome!
hmm interesting story behind this one, i thought i had lost it forever, i actually went into a slight depression over it for two days, i stayed up late, and typed it, and then i dont know what i did, but my computer turned off…i was devastated, all THAT?! and it went like THAT (snapping my fingers)..i came on today, to type something along the lines of “i had a good long post written, i put a lot of time into it, and it got lost forever, and i honestly have no motivation to re write it..and i got saved as a draft! so yay for me!! lol, ok, its like 3 am, im tired, and i want to go and read Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince-read it before, but all the HP books are sim[ly marvelous..uhm, ok, thats it for now, ill go into Harry Potter in the next post..hmm now i have something to write about!!! lataz
