so about this wedding thing
its on saturday, and i’m getting this gorgeous dress made, its so beaut…and ah, its like an olive green (hey the bride chose green for some reason) and i got these awesome wedges to go with it, and im getting my hair done, its fun!
I didnt want to go, but i just felt this thing,. like when God tells me to do something, this involved obeying my father, and ell, i trust God has a good ending in there for me so what the heck? lol, new dress, new shoes? this looks good!
how i came to be part of this wedding? well my dad found this “long lost friend” and we were all inthe sitting room, me typing something for my dad, when this “long lost friend”’s daughter blurts out to my dad if i can be maid of honour at her wedding, at this point im thinking, has she no friends? i let that brief thought pass, i look at my dad, he says yes, yes she can be maid of honour.. YES? he said YES? he didnt even ask me! did i mention that this is the first time im seeing the LLF’s daughter?, YES, and its me wearing the dres, ME walking down the AISLE oh well
so im just here, waiting for my dress to be made, just going through the week, kinda dreading saturday, but then theres this thought: why would a bride in her right mind want somebody way uh, more spectacular than her at her wedding? as a guest, maybe she has no choice, but as a MAID OF HONOUR? i really dont know at this point, i am SO going to outshine her (and im not bragging in any way, i assure you, i’m just laying out the facts) im taller than her, i got lighter skin(im bound to stand out) and im still going to wear heels, and my dress is GREEN, and im not part of any group (like the flower girls)…this is going to be one interesting wedding, no doubt!! in my choice of dress, there was this totally cute one with a uh, poofed? bottom? but i really idnt want to outdo her,not intentionally, i still will,. but i cant help that, o ill control what i can help right? lol
im tired ya’ll get back to you guys later.ps.does aybody even read this rant!???! ah W/E love yooooo!!!!!
school owns my life.really
so school started again like two weeks ago..and it shows! ive hardly come near my computer since then..well because, it totally owns my life! i have no strengeth whatsoever after school, which will explain why i have no will to fight for the internet with my father see, i just let him have the phone, its so much easier!
i have to get back blogging, when i get my sleep schedule right, because as far as i can make out, thats the problem, sleep, i dont get enough of it, or im sleeping in the wrong hours..school isnt bad, really, its the going to school part that gets to me, the waking up and going, school is really okay, my friends, my teachers are chill, and as an added bonus, the banana has gone!
the banana, zeze, “your principal” (nobody will admit to him) has gone! fired, resigned,(rumours are he stole money) it doesnt make any difference, he’s not there and nothing, repeat nothing, could make me unhappy again, il take anything, just as long as hes not there! oh the joy
more on that some other time it’s one am ( i seem to write most of my blogs then…wonder why?) and there is school tomorrow, and my stomach hurts..ahem, ahem…
im just writing this to assure all my loyal, adoring fans (mmh hmm, wistful thinking!) that im alive and well, at least for now, if physics doesnt kill me real soon, and that ill write something, and more regularly too,(won’t you just like to hear about my days??) soon, i even had some topics all planned out, like, the fact that i hoard like the the war is starting, im sooo sentimental! was thinking of writing on my favourite books, on habits that people have that just shouldnt be allowed..and so on and so forth, and how ah..you get the picture?
so anywho, ill be back, and ill try and come up with something slightly fun (slightly? who am i kidding, i entertain the hell out of you guys!) and now, before i have enough luggage under my eyes to pay for the extra kg’s im off to get some sleep..argh. chemistry first period tomorrow…90 whole minutes of it..oh well
p.s: someone should come up with a list of topics for me to address(address? who says that?!) and ill give you my profoud insight on them 
oh yea! i can be deep, really deep..muahahahaha ok, i NEED sleep! muah!
p.p.s how could i forget this? i have an “event” this weekend, my dad got me into going for this wedding thingy and im the maid of honour..its kind of A STORY , theres a lot to it, but more on that later..jus tthought to ah, get you er, salivating? (ok, so that brought up images of fluffy, the three headed dog in Harry Potter and the sorcerers stone…) lol, so ill give you the scoop on how i got into it, the dress, and all that…l8az!
oh come on, just do it!
come on, vote me! why? because you love me! duh! and im so adorable to boot! heehee
